Life has been a total mess ever since I got the darn examination slip saying that I have been dismissed from school because I failed TWO modules, one of them being a repeat. Maths, ugh. It’s not even like I can’t do it. I can… if I have a example right next to me. I had to drop Additional Mathematics at secondary 4 because I couldn’t cope with it, and now I even have to drop out of my poly course because I still can’t do it? WTF?
So yeah… pretty much been in limbo until recently. Started my job today and it’s a good start, although having to wake up early in the morning again is a total pain in the ass. It’s a lot similar to the job I have as a sales promoter at Cold Storage, sans the selling part. I do have to organize/pack/carry stuff around, deal with tags, chillers/freezers and such. Thank god transport is provided though. Also, today is the 1st day in years that I’ve sat on a motorbike. Yay to nice superiors driving us home because we stay near to each other. Hopefully it’d be the same tomorrow.
About my current plans… I think I’ll probably just work until I get my enlistment letter from NS, go be a slave for 2 years or so and after completing my NS (national slavery), try to get into a course where I can actually do well. I’m still undecided if I should be a full time student again or study and work at the same time to support myself financially. Definitely won’t be going back to the same course though (and it’s not like I can because our juniors are like the last batch?).
I think that my options are pretty limited though, unless I don’t mind going to Republic Polytechnic. The cut off points for the more interesting courses at RP are actually pretty decent and I might be able to go for those. I still have the feeling that RP is sort of like ITE but hey… this definitely beats repeating a year of the course that I’m currently studying. I’m afraid I might get even worse results if I were to repeat cuz I have no idea how I even passed some of the modules that I’ve done. Studying at a private institution might be an option too, just that the school fees might be a tad high.
So… as of now, my plans are :
work until I can enter NS
complete NS alive
study&work or just study
Marriage? Kids? Hah. I’m almost at the point where I can forget about true romance so whatever. RAWR! Do want kids though.
Friends? Who are you kidding? Sif I even have any I still keep in contact with now. I’m lonely though so… anyone wants to be friends? Let me know so I can stalk j00 moar!
