I’ve been slacking for the past 20 weeks. Coming to school as though it is some kind of resort, not learning shit or doing anything. The past few weeks have been rather meaningless – trolling WoW forums, watching dramas, reading mangas, girl watching (speaking of which, Akhber is a pussy. He bet $50 I would not ask a girl for her number, I went ahead… and he went back on his words ._. I digressed again), pigging out on food, etc. Just generally doing things to waste time.
And yet, while I’ve been doing all these, I’m complaining that school is boring. I’m tired of doing all this shit and yet I can’t even muster up the mood to actually start on my work. I do want to. It’s just too hard to start.
Enough excuses, Ernest. I’ve had enough. If you’re seriously not going to work hard for your OWN future, who will? You’ve got 2 parents to support. The most adorable niece and nephew who you want to pamper/spoil. Friends who are worried for you. There’s a clear line between knowing what to do and actually doing it. You need to summon up the courage or motivate yourself to do it. People have already been nagging at you. Just do it.
What’s so hard? You have working limbs. Food to eat. A more than capable brain. Dreams to aspire to. Get over yourself. Self inflicted depression doesn’t help, you’re just putting yourself at the losing end. At the end of the day, you’re the one who decides what you do and who you are. You know you can do it. Now go.
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7 July, 2009 at 12:51 pm
Story of my life.
Way to go!